oh, please let this work day be over soon!!!
and thank you God for Tums, they are literally saving my life right now :)
had a great vacation at the beach with my family and boyfriend :)
now i am back to the hell that is reality.
going shopping with my best friend tomorrow. i haven’t been shopping in forever because it makes me so depressed. but all my clothes are way too big and i have to go and help her too. i’m so nervous, i have been purging like a crazy person all week…
i seriously just want to go home, put on my pajamas and watch this right now!!
oh, and binge on every yummy breakfast food and then purge it all and take a nap :)
Not asking for much am i?
(via deancasotp)
I can feel my heart pounding through my whole body. Anyone know why?
He noticed! He noticed!!
My boyfriend noticed my weightloss! He saw me in my jeans today. Said oh my goodness and patted me on the butt. What? I said. “tu mas paqueno” you are smaller he said. I can’t imagine the happiness on my face when I looked at him! God I Love Him. He can never know about my disorder. Never.
I LOST, I LOST!!
I’m so happy :)
i will starve and/or purge everything today. maybe i have finally broken through this plateau.
My fat thighs :’-(
