I’m too old to still be dealing with this shit, but I am. I just want to be skinny. For my thighs to not touch. To have hip bones. For him to want me. For him to think I am beautiful. No one I know in “real” life knows the things about me that I post on here. Please don’t judge me. CW 177.6  1st GW 150 2nd GW 140 UGW as little as possible I am 5’7 Oh, I’m not promoting ED’s, this is just about me and my life. In fact I would HATE for someone else to go through this hell because of me or something I said. For the record…Tumblr (3.0; @hisgringa)http://hisgringa.tumblr.com/<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/9cbb53bf0a5143f992fcc4515628fb76/tumblr_mis5w15oev1s0opv7o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://hisgringa.tumblr.com/post/44271071302http://hisgringa.tumblr.com/post/44271071302Thu, 28 Feb 2013 21:55:37 -0600http://hisgringa.tumblr.com/post/44124828816http://hisgringa.tumblr.com/post/44124828816Tue, 26 Feb 2013 23:55:37 -0600<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/553afbb0475e01cf4baca28657dda650/tumblr_miasoxLzl61r92xf2o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://fit-jesus.tumblr.com/post/43206556121">fit-jesus</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p>My legs</p> </blockquote> <p>I will never have this. I have too much muscle. It sucks and I hate it.</p>http://hisgringa.tumblr.com/post/43291110849http://hisgringa.tumblr.com/post/43291110849Sat, 16 Feb 2013 23:55:35 -0600<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mcq3h0U5Wp1ridsgco1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Me.</p>http://hisgringa.tumblr.com/post/43198741499http://hisgringa.tumblr.com/post/43198741499Fri, 15 Feb 2013 21:35:21 -0600<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/5696e8a0cd59d1aa2a5fb3ca8fcf7191/tumblr_mgvlq8vlKt1rsbi86o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a class="tumblr_blog" href="http://smilingoutsidedyiinginside.tumblr.com/post/43026367470">smilingoutsidedyiinginside</a>:</p> <blockquote> <p><span class="Apple-style-span">☽</span></p> </blockquote> <p>Yes</p>http://hisgringa.tumblr.com/post/43037021662http://hisgringa.tumblr.com/post/43037021662Wed, 13 Feb 2013 18:08:27 -0600<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/68f3adca6ed93c35d6b2292640e820f4/tumblr_mg3pdzxDGx1rhkrako1_500.gif"/><br/><br/>http://hisgringa.tumblr.com/post/42541736445http://hisgringa.tumblr.com/post/42541736445Thu, 07 Feb 2013 18:42:06 -0600<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/0d92b50374e2d2b72975f99517103fa3/tumblr_mg68tez5Co1rycpxzo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Story of my life…</p>http://hisgringa.tumblr.com/post/42541722625http://hisgringa.tumblr.com/post/42541722625Thu, 07 Feb 2013 18:41:55 -0600<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/b517b41eb0be597987e7d107372980f1/tumblr_mhqu2sVF5D1qfq2h4o1_400.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>All the time…</p>http://hisgringa.tumblr.com/post/42541699986http://hisgringa.tumblr.com/post/42541699986Thu, 07 Feb 2013 18:41:37 -0600<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/1b8c91fe7a7299e6b71bd255d6f21388/tumblr_mho5lnLG1n1r9o227o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://hisgringa.tumblr.com/post/42541680569http://hisgringa.tumblr.com/post/42541680569Thu, 07 Feb 2013 18:41:22 -0600<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/aed086d31bb3f4879062194cbab9a6aa/tumblr_mhmpeq0rLn1rkk44so1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a href="http://purplebuddhaproject.com/post/42319763871/padlocks-of-love-in-florence-italy" class="tumblr_blog">purplebuddhaproject</a>:</p> <blockquote><p>Padlocks of love in Florence, Italy</p></blockquote> <p>Omg I want to go here and do this.</p>http://hisgringa.tumblr.com/post/42541649380http://hisgringa.tumblr.com/post/42541649380Thu, 07 Feb 2013 18:40:58 -0600<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m6jtzt8BXu1qlvr5bo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://hisgringa.tumblr.com/post/42541532159http://hisgringa.tumblr.com/post/42541532159Thu, 07 Feb 2013 18:39:29 -0600<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/51166057c39ae807431dc41a872e774b/tumblr_mhroiw5e9L1qiqy8mo1_500.png"/><br/><br/><p>But. But. I wasnt finished. Lol</p>http://hisgringa.tumblr.com/post/42541312659http://hisgringa.tumblr.com/post/42541312659Thu, 07 Feb 2013 18:36:41 -0600<p><a href="http://skinny-will-kill.tumblr.com/post/42392386672/chocolate-binge" class="tumblr_blog">skinny-will-kill</a>:</p> <blockquote><p><a href="http://like-airr.tumblr.com/post/42391843607/chocolate-binge" class="tumblr_blog">like-airr</a>:</p> <blockquote><p>it happened. God dammit. 500 calories worth. One dove bar and half of a chocolate Panera bagel. FML. Plus exercise and stuff that brings my total net for the day to like 650. Which is not TERRIBLE, but considering I feel FULL, that’s not good.<br/><br/>How do you prevent chocolate cravings?! D:</p></blockquote> <p>You can never prevent chocolate cravings. :( chocolate is a BITCH. best thing to do is avoid it at all costs. Don’t let it in your house!</p></blockquote> <p>Gum. Chew gum.</p>http://hisgringa.tumblr.com/post/42541156625http://hisgringa.tumblr.com/post/42541156625Thu, 07 Feb 2013 18:34:40 -0600<p><a href="http://skinny-will-kill.tumblr.com/post/42392441629/i-genuinely-hate-going-to-the-toilet-its-a-sick" class="tumblr_blog">skinny-will-kill</a>:</p> <blockquote><p>THIS.</p></blockquote> <p>Yes. This means I&#8217;m not doing something right/enough</p>http://hisgringa.tumblr.com/post/42541106967http://hisgringa.tumblr.com/post/42541106967Thu, 07 Feb 2013 18:34:01 -0600<p><a href="http://skinny-will-kill.tumblr.com/post/42393132301/paradisefortheweak-no-one-cares-unless-you-look" class="tumblr_blog">skinny-will-kill</a>:</p> <blockquote><p><a href="http://paradisefortheweak.tumblr.com/post/42389158499/no-one-cares-unless-you-look-as-sick-as-you-are-in" class="tumblr_blog">paradisefortheweak</a>:</p> <blockquote><p>No one cares unless you look as sick as you are in the inside.</p></blockquote> <p>Couldn’t say it better myself.</p></blockquote>http://hisgringa.tumblr.com/post/42540945548http://hisgringa.tumblr.com/post/42540945548Thu, 07 Feb 2013 18:31:54 -0600<p><a href="http://suffering-within.tumblr.com/post/42395911787" class="tumblr_blog">suffering-within</a>:</p> <blockquote><p>All I want is bones<br/> I want to be so fragile and light and weightless and beautiful <br/> I want skinny<br/> Why am I such a failure</p></blockquote>http://hisgringa.tumblr.com/post/42540879789http://hisgringa.tumblr.com/post/42540879789Thu, 07 Feb 2013 18:31:03 -0600<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mcipbz4jDs1rf3c1co1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p>Yes please…</p>http://hisgringa.tumblr.com/post/42540776926http://hisgringa.tumblr.com/post/42540776926Thu, 07 Feb 2013 18:29:46 -0600<img src="http://25.media.tumblr.com/584a39f255e17bc48487737cb2c52e3c/tumblr_mfyhwjsLQC1rycpxzo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://hisgringa.tumblr.com/post/42540715796http://hisgringa.tumblr.com/post/42540715796Thu, 07 Feb 2013 18:28:58 -0600<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/4819747d8d7adc9bc825748421690097/tumblr_mhtm77jjlO1rz9bq8o1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><a href="http://skinny-will-kill.tumblr.com/post/42460526744/yes-mam-i-am-got-new-skinny-jeans-im-now-a" class="tumblr_blog">skinny-will-kill</a>:</p> <blockquote><p><a href="http://yes-mam-i-am.tumblr.com/post/42457629272/got-new-skinny-jeans-im-now-a-size-3-but-i-want" class="tumblr_blog">yes-mam-i-am</a>:</p> <blockquote><p>Got new skinny jeans…. I’m now a size 3 but I want to be a 00 ):</p></blockquote> <p>They look great! Just take into account the width of your actual hip bones. Like I have really wide hip bones, so even if I was 0% body fat, the smallest I can get is a 4. :| so don’t be discouraged!</p></blockquote> <p>I wanna be a 3</p>http://hisgringa.tumblr.com/post/42540067454http://hisgringa.tumblr.com/post/42540067454Thu, 07 Feb 2013 18:20:36 -0600<img src="http://24.media.tumblr.com/e8d1a7b8453b5623586e05a5849c60f3/tumblr_mhtp58r4hQ1rqqaabo1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/>http://hisgringa.tumblr.com/post/42539848167http://hisgringa.tumblr.com/post/42539848167Thu, 07 Feb 2013 18:17:51 -0600