I'm too old to still be dealing with this shit, but I am. I just want to be skinny. For my thighs to not touch. To have hip bones. For him to want me. For him to think I am beautiful. No one I know in "real" life knows the things about me that I post on here. Please don't judge me.
CW 177.6
1st GW 150
2nd GW 140
UGW as little as possible
I am 5'7
Oh, I'm not promoting ED's, this is just about me and my life. In fact I would HATE for someone else to go through this hell because of me or something I said. For the record...
My boyfriend noticed my weightloss! He saw me in my jeans today. Said oh my goodness and patted me on the butt. What? I said. “tu mas paqueno” you are smaller he said. I can’t imagine the happiness on my face when I looked at him! God I Love Him. He can never know about my disorder. Never.
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overpoweredbyanxiety said:
YAY that’s a good thing :) what disorder ?
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