I LOST, I LOST!!
I’m so happy :)
i will starve and/or purge everything today. maybe i have finally broken through this plateau.
I'm too old to still be dealing with this shit, but I am. I just want to be skinny. For my thighs to not touch. To have hip bones. For him to want me. For him to think I am beautiful. No one I know in "real" life knows the things about me that I post on here. Please don't judge me.
CW 177.6
1st GW 150
2nd GW 140
UGW as little as possible
I am 5'7
Oh, I'm not promoting ED's, this is just about me and my life. In fact I would HATE for someone else to go through this hell because of me or something I said. For the record...
I’m so happy :)
i will starve and/or purge everything today. maybe i have finally broken through this plateau.